What? I'm supposed to just type my day-to-day actions and "feelings" into this stupid website and everything is going to be better? That's going to prove that I'm "rehabilitated" and over my "anger issues"? Give me a fucking break.
I'm a goddamn football player. Not a poet. People pay to watch me destroy the opposing quarterback on any given Sunday, not read about what I bought at the mall yesterday.
And so what if I have anger issues? That anger landed me an 8 year contract worth almost $100 mil in one of the largest, most profitable sports' leagues in the world. That anger won championships in college. And you know what? That anger made damn sure that douchebag would never give my wife a look like that again.
Fuck, this is stupid. I almost wish that prick judge had just sent me to jail.
Somehow, I think this blog is better than jail. Just sayin'.
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My mom also thinks keeping a blog will help me with some of my "issues". I dont see the point in it either but she also says that we have to do things we don't want to do sometimes.
ReplyDeleteHAH therapist recommended blog for me...I know the feeling. If for nothing else, it could be a good place to vent and get it all out of your system.
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