Let me start by saying thank you to those of you who have
left me words of encouragement. I may not personally know you, but your
sentiments meant a lot.
I still haven’t heard from Maria. After much begging, I
finally convinced one of her friends to give me her phone number. I must have
called 100 times over the course of two days. Some messages were angry, others
apologetic, but all of them were tearful.
I’ve had a lot of time to think about all of this, but I
still can’t really make sense of it. I mean, I know that I’m no angel. In fact,
there were plenty of instances where Maria could have left me for good reason.
But why now? We hadn’t been fighting at all. I mean, besides my suspension, our
lives were fine. In the end, there is only one explanation that I keep coming
back to. It torments me… but there must be another guy.
Maria, if you’re reading this, please give me a call.
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